Not everything is what it seems

Destruction, slow and deep, don't stop
Pain is what I want, make me feel
Drive it in slowly, fuck it, you know I want it rough
I want your sickness, I crave the last resort
I see the crows flying, I see the revenge
Shove me down, tell me what I'm worth
Make me see my lapse was wrong
I'm not deserving, fuck what I thought I believed

We both know what I am


What I'll never be


I'm only what you want me to be